Trying again

Again and again. Forever beginning, forever a fresh start. When will I finish? Where is my end? I'm scared I'm a perpetual pinch hitter, and test taster, a this and a that. Never finding my place. Finding the niche in which I fit. Never finding where I belong. Perpetual young'n. Perpetual first timer. Forever a burden. Here's to fighting the seemingly endless hopeless battle to gain some control.